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Pondering Why I Write
I had an interesting discussion last night that made me think about the books I've written, the published and those sitting in files, real and virtual. An author friend, Laura Belgrave, whose website I manage, admitted that, yes, her books matter to her. I admired that when she said it.
I'm not sure why, but, for me, while the books I've written and published delight me when I happen to reread them, I don't place them as 'important' in things I actively care about most: my husband, the animals I care for, the land and trees, friends, my husband's musical compositions and his instruments, my brain, body, knowledge and skills, maintaining my father's house, my own musical instruments....
The books I've written? They're just things I've done and released into the world. So, too, when it comes to my artwork, and my musical performances.
Laura's caring about her creative works in contrast to my own curious attitude about my creative outputs gives me pause to wonder at myself. It especially makes me wonder why I write.
I do feel quite happy, even proud, of the books I've self-published (not, though, the ones previously published by others). In my opinion, my books -- the ones I've authored without interference from money men -- are very good, despite errors missed in editing, some due to Microsoft Word's auto word-replace penchant, errors that I should, but don't, make the time and effort to go back and fix. They're great stories, written with passion and skill. So why, I wonder, don't I place them high on my 'most valued' list?
I'm not sure of the answer to that question, but I think it might be something of the zentaoist in me. Those books, though brought into existence by my hand, exist completely independently of me, their author. They are, in essence, each their own entity once created. I own copyright, but they are not me, nor I, them. I certainly delight when someone enjoys them, but not because I wrote them. Rather, it is a delight in someone appreciating them, the books themselves, and the animals, aliens, and people, that live within their pages.
And, now, I think I've touched on something pertinent: I write to bring the characters within to life, so you, too, can meet, greet, and appreciate them, whether they're people, animals, the land and its lore, or aliens from other worlds and cosmoi.
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